Blog 3 | 2025 | Confession Series

My Confession: I am an Open Book

Honesty, Transparency, Clarity, Authenticity, and all the glittery, positive words have been a part of my dictionary since childhood. Whatever I feel within is there on the face. I have proudly followed this doctrine throughout my life. I have been an open book for people around me, always brimming with emotions and goodness. I have never shied away from showcasing my TRUE self. 

Did Being an Open Book Help?

Absolutely NOT! The lesson has been the most difficult for me to learn. Maybe I have not learnt it till now. Being genuine does not work. Being outspoken about your dreams and goals and life- does not work. Being out there, showcasing the generosity you have inside your heart, does not work. It has not worked for me.

And how distrustful it is when you are turned down, misled, and not valued for being the truthful you. However, this is a harsh reality of the world. 

Have I Changed?

I am trying to. Though being entirely on THAT side of the border will not make me happy. However, I am trying to figure out a balance. The most important aspect is to stay quiet and speak less than what is required. 

How much time will it take to master this art? Well, I have no idea. But as they say, ‘It is never too late to mend your ways’. 

Though I am proud that I have a handful of people in my life who are exactly like me. We are a bunch of non-manipulative and secure humans- who debarred ourselves from letting people feel ashamed of their authenticity.